hopeless day...

dunno why, i feel like dun want to join anyone and feel like they dont want to join me anymore. i know that i should join them but they like dont want to choi me... anyway, i remember tht what i said to those ajk's and hope they wont tell anyone la... after interview, andrew and his friend ask me why choose yen wing as my bf...they looks like dont know we broke already. i tot they knew i broke with him before holiday wan/?? and he never tell anyone before?? haiz... today really really unlucky argh!! kena scold by magaret... y she always scold people wan??? haih... my result like playing slide with me... dunno how to take pmr exam after 100days....>< after koko, i was waited for my mom outside the gate. i feel like dont want to go out because he was sitting at there and waiting for his mom also.. since zhi xuen keep calling me to go out and i know tht she dont like me to keep waiting for him, so i have to go out. afer a while, he was coming out with wai hong also. i just felt like vry embarrased and dunno wad to do... should talk to him? or wad? at the last, he was joked with me. and wad could i reply him???haih...