I love You but why you dont?

Today I really have no mood... Injection and "boy girl realationship"...
After assembly, Cik Lim called me to bring Encik Nasar to the discipline room to can those ponteng students... While I was waiting outside there, I saw Jia Ern came out from the counselling room and walking foward to the discipline room... I'm trying to calm down but it is hard for me at the moment. However, it was over after few minutes since she was went away... When I reached to the prefect meeting, I saw all of them had lined up in group(2 ppl in 1 group). Yen Wing with Shi Yen in 1 group and I with Jia Ern... I feel happy cause Yen Wing is not in her group. haha... But Shi Yen they all keep calling Jia Ern to exchange the group with her so that she can same group with Yen Wing.. WAD THE "DOOT"!! I feel sad and uncomfortable suddenly since I heard what they said... It really made me feel embarrass... Haih... After we shift into the hall, my tears had fallen out and .... I cried... Because of it... I HATE XXX MUCH!!!! .... Why the guys always like those "cute" girls wan? And they always say: "She so lonely/ pity, so I play or joke with her lo...WTH!! I hate it lots... Everytime also like this... SO WHAT!?! Like I'm very tough like that... Haihzz... After recess, I found out that we gotta injection at the next period!! >< Actually I was afraid of injection.. A LOT... But I got no energy and mood to scare of it today... Haih... After injection, it is pain like hell!! (until now) It's not pain at the first actually, but don't know why it had be more painful afterwards...yer... yee... wooo....