tired...

yo... thursday have to go new era again...debate, debate and debate...>< vry tired but it is fun! yesterday after i went to shopping, mama was drive through happy garden(near by his hse). she asked me whether i want to go and see where he live... suddenly i feel like vry down and sad. by the way, i know tht i have to put down everything. i just imagining tht if he become our ajk prefect, how could i face to him everyday and wad will i do when he order us to do something? haih... i shouldn't break with him wan... besides, han seng was messaged me and tell me tht he want me to become his gf... how to reject him lerh?? it's quite difficult but i know i have to do it... i just dont want to hurt ppl since i tried before... so how?=.=