Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Hopeless again...

Anything can be forever on the earth? Plastic or wad? Why are the guys always like this? Bluffing girlfriend and do all those which are not respectively... I started to afraid in Love... It is really hurting me... I'm quite agree that wad yen wing told me: Why u want to be hurt over and over again? But stupid ppl who like me, dont really care about HURT. Since broke up until now, I feel like I had been lost something in my heart and it cant be recover. Since he nvr reply my message anymore, I feel like I had dropped into a vry vry vry deep hole... and died. My tears, is dropping out again. I hope everyone can be happy and fortunate. Especially those who already got bf/ gf. But the only couple tht I dun really like which is Nicole and Wei Wen. I feel like Wei Wen is not really serious on her... I hope tht I am wrong but why he want to lie the person who are most important in his life? =.= Anyway, I will support all my friends if they think tht thier choice is correct one...
I feel like I had a little bit changing in my life. I started to hate all ppl... dont know why, i started to become picky and kecil hati. I hate everything that i'm doing in my life, like singing and talking, joking and playing, and I had lost the "feeling" on prefect. I feel like everything became meaningless in my life. How could it be? Can somebody help me get out of these stupid deep hole?? It is really suffer and painful. Or can I just take out my eyes so that I cant see him with the girl? Every hopeful things became nothing.. Anything that is worth for me? NOTHING... The answer tht I get is nothing......

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