I miss you... Do you? He will not going to talk to me anymore... He will always talk to me in msn after break but nowadays, he does not.. Even I talk to him, he also didnt reply me... I always think, if we are still together, how are we now? Are we still like that sweet?? Is there still got a lot of ppl jealous me?? Is he going to invite me to be his partner on prefect night??
I really miss u... Really much... Just now me, carmen and my mom were chatting. Carmen told us that my cousin's bf told my cousin that "I am still love u, but not that much". It makes me flash back to the night when we break up... He told me that he dunno he is still loving me or not, but the only thing he sure is he still vry care of me... Is that true? He nvr show that how he "care" me... So how?
It is going to 21th of september... Our break up day. It's already four months since we broke up... I was cried for the whole night... I hate myself much that time. And also now... I hate my stubborn... I should do whatever thing that he wants me to do.. Just sleep... But I was stubborn.. So we broke up on that night...
I know that it is meaningless to talk about it now. But it is a very very nice and terrible memory for me. It gave me a lot of wonderful scar... I miss it, I miss everything, I miss you... Do you??
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