Friend, or Not?

Right. Friend or not? I am thinking what is my fault. Keep thinking for long time. I wonder. I wonder what I did wrong? What is my fault???? I caught no balls..

Today I am staying in discipline room again. For the whole morning until finish school. Well, I know what I want now. Not such friend. But peace.. Around 8, they broke my peace in that room. Suddenly I felt unsafety. Why? They were my best friend, but why I had that feel??? Somemore I hope that they can leave the room as fast as possible. Maybe I had fallen in love with peace.. =(

Finally, they left.. But my peace, didnt come back. I am keep thinking that why were they dont want to talk to me? Why they didnt ask me to play badminton? Why I cant even join into their conversation? Why everyone like avoid-ing me?? What I did?? Did I ate thm?? Or what??

Maybe is that case. Why? I am keep asking me why? At least 10 times in one minutes. How come they became so manja?? How come they changed so much? Even more evil than me. Well, my choice is leave them. Leave them and find the other world--- my own world. I want to leave here, bring along my peace, bring along my love.

Do you think that I am manja? Or evil??? Please leave some comments, to tell me what is the personality of me..How do you think of me? Any disadvantage or advantage?? Just tell me my personality... THANKS..