预料，
是预料。
梦，
只是梦。
我在奢望什么？
我，
还在期望什么?

Tour to P.D

Yesterday me and my family were went to Port Dickson for 1 day picnic... I was woke up at 7am to cook and we started the journey at 8:30am++ When we reached there, there wasn't crowd but still got a lot of people... ><



We found a place to start our "picnic" near by the huge rocks. Why there? Becz there has a lot o trees~~ ><>< We had succes to make the little castle in 3hours. Noob rite?? My mom was sitting beside of us and watch us and my dad was ran away to catch crabs~

After few hours, my dad caught a lot of crabs and prawns even fishes to us~ >< And something special is... He caught 2 purple crabs! I am nt bad too! At least I caught 2dead crabs and 3 alive crabs at there.


Around 3 o'clock, here comes a baby to play crabs with me~ >< In the beginning, he was looked at me with curious eyes. And then, he comes towards me and play the crabs with me in the bucket. His action really scared his mom! He put his little hand into the bucket and touch the crabs! But he left me finally. He went away to play volleyball with the other guy... T,T

It's about 4.30pm. We keep all the stuff into the car and have a walk at the beach~ We put all of our "hasil lautan" back in to the sea.. And unfortunately, I step on the crab!!! T,T Dunno it's dead or still alive or not la~ Anyway, I am really had fun st there.. xD

I miss you...

I miss you... Do you? He will not going to talk to me anymore... He will always talk to me in msn after break but nowadays, he does not.. Even I talk to him, he also didnt reply me... I always think, if we are still together, how are we now? Are we still like that sweet?? Is there still got a lot of ppl jealous me?? Is he going to invite me to be his partner on prefect night??

I really miss u... Really much... Just now me, carmen and my mom were chatting. Carmen told us that my cousin's bf told my cousin that "I am still love u, but not that much". It makes me flash back to the night when we break up... He told me that he dunno he is still loving me or not, but the only thing he sure is he still vry care of me... Is that true? He nvr show that how he "care" me... So how?

It is going to 21th of september... Our break up day. It's already four months since we broke up... I was cried for the whole night... I hate myself much that time. And also now... I hate my stubborn... I should do whatever thing that he wants me to do.. Just sleep... But I was stubborn.. So we broke up on that night...

I know that it is meaningless to talk about it now. But it is a very very nice and terrible memory for me. It gave me a lot of wonderful scar... I miss it, I miss everything, I miss you... Do you??

1 week test... I am lazy

Really long time didnt update my blog already... It is bcz I got no enough time to update it... T,T Since this is the last month to study for PMR, my mom started to scold me and she tried to rampas my laptop. T,T Started from monday until saturday is form3 test. It is open book and students are allowed to discuss. So, I run around the class and copy answers from my friends and gossip with them. xD It was really fun because I never get scold from teacher.. xD

Dont know why, I started to scare of PMR. A vry terrible exam.. Extremely. I know it is peanut for the other students, but I still haven do my revision!! After may, I became lazy and lazier... I lazy to study, I lazy to talk much, I lazy to walk, I lazy to eat, I lazy to see, I lazy to think, I lazy to laugh and smile, I lazy to dream, I lazy to sing, I lazy to put down everything, I lazy to hate him, I lazy to stop thinking about him...I lazy.. I am lazy...

Midnigt 2.40am

It's midnight. 2.40am~ This is the first time to write my blog at midnight, feel so weird. I was chatted with my friends until midnight. I am lying on the bed while playing laptop in my room. Suddenly, I feel so uncomfortable. I jumped out from my bed and get out from my room.. When I just stepped out from my room, I saw a lot of lizard outside my room. They run like hell to hide themself up. I was shocked. Since there is around 5lizard are running away. Finally, I jog around my hse~ To relax myself. Who knows, suddenly here has a vry vry rain... T,T I was still opening my windows in my room!! gosh... =.= Rushed like hell to close it... That all i wanted to tell in this midnight~ xD sweet dreams to everyone!

Hurtz

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Seminar of Science~

Today we had a science seminar after recess. We were late to go in because nobody wants to go this seminar. We wish to ponteng but failed. T.T Luckily teacher didnt scold us. xD We found Yee Ai and Nicole finally. They booked 3places for us ><. We were wondering who is the teacher who gives this seminar to us. Is she a pretty? or what? Who knows.. We were wrong. The teacher is quite short and fat.. And her face... not really pretty.(maybe all the aunties also the same) However, I didn't concentrate in this seminar. First, it was bored. Second, a lot of ppl are talking around there. Third, I prefer to do the exercises more than listen to the seminar. The seminar is about 2hours. I was really really bored... -.- and finally, I went out to breath freash air and drink water. Since I got no space to go out, I decided to go under the table drilled. Everyone was laughing at me... So embarrassed... T,T