Are You Happy???

he talked to me just now, in msn. he said i seem happy in this few days. who say so? haih... so what about him?? Are you happy now?? Did u regret since you had gave me up? actualy do u know that i am so regret to let u go and started to hate myself... wad to do?? my life suddenly become black and white becz of him... no more colour and warmless... if tht time i dont want to continue the conversation with him, are we still together now?? or if we dont want to talk until finish the exam, are we still together now?? haih... i realize tht i was become thinner since we broke up... dunno why, no mood to eat and feel like vry lonely after broke. so hard to face this problem right now. nvr think tht we cannot hold hand with each other, but it was happened. nvr think tht we will break up but it was happened too... wad to do?! maybe this is my luck... always bad luck... haiz...