haih... No More Chance

Today went out for lunch with carmen and mushroom, i hope that we can go back to school faster for a look. At the last i just saw something that i dont want to see. he was sitting with jia ern at the canteen. wth.. suddenly i felt vry down and dunno wad to do... somemore dropped my bottle on the floor at the moment... what to do? i started to hate this girl while i saw this... how could she do that??somemore smile at me... i dunno wad to do suddenly so i just take my bag and my stuff and leave there.... cause i know the only thing i should do is leave, just dont want to get hurt and cry in front of them at the last... finally i know why mushroom said he dont want to dating before 18years old...it is really vry vry hurt when u break up... and it may effect your result also... haizzz.... how to put down everything without hurt??