Painful legs.. -.-

Today i was met coach and debate members in carrefour. I though it was a emergency meeting. But... OUR COACH JUST WANTED TO HAVE A TEA WITH US!!! WTH... I was so rush to this "meeting" at 2.25pm. The meeting was start at 2.3opm actually but everyone was late... =.= Since it is boring. My mom brought me to make a new spec. On the way we go to the optic shop, I saw Daniel there too.. But he looks so cool dunno why. =S In the optic shop, there was sooooo many type of glasses. And at the last, I found a glasses that I like. Although it is not the best but I still like it. ^^

We were have a drink with our coach. He taught us a lot.. Kekezz.. Besides, I got a little advice from him... He wants me to type the letter for the next competition and send it to Catholic High School as fast as possible. OMG... I really don't know what to type in the letter!! HELP!!

After the that, we had a walk around the whole Endah Parade. We also met a lot of saujanians at the roller alley too! ^^ I was so curios that why are them so interested in the roller?? o.0 I think it is bored because they enjoy it by running around the alley. What's so fun??

I was went home around 5pm. And now my legs is damn painful now!! T,T

WTH?!

okay.. I am going to be rude... I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo shock since i found out that a lot of ppl had my blog address!!! WTF.... I dont like ppl to view my profile except for those who i know thm much... T,T Wad the.... I rather eat underwear... A sweaty, muddy underwear!! =.=

预料，
是预料。
梦，
只是梦。
我在奢望什么？
我，
还在期望什么?

Tour to P.D

Yesterday me and my family were went to Port Dickson for 1 day picnic... I was woke up at 7am to cook and we started the journey at 8:30am++ When we reached there, there wasn't crowd but still got a lot of people... ><



We found a place to start our "picnic" near by the huge rocks. Why there? Becz there has a lot o trees~~ ><>< We had succes to make the little castle in 3hours. Noob rite?? My mom was sitting beside of us and watch us and my dad was ran away to catch crabs~

After few hours, my dad caught a lot of crabs and prawns even fishes to us~ >< And something special is... He caught 2 purple crabs! I am nt bad too! At least I caught 2dead crabs and 3 alive crabs at there.


Around 3 o'clock, here comes a baby to play crabs with me~ >< In the beginning, he was looked at me with curious eyes. And then, he comes towards me and play the crabs with me in the bucket. His action really scared his mom! He put his little hand into the bucket and touch the crabs! But he left me finally. He went away to play volleyball with the other guy... T,T

It's about 4.30pm. We keep all the stuff into the car and have a walk at the beach~ We put all of our "hasil lautan" back in to the sea.. And unfortunately, I step on the crab!!! T,T Dunno it's dead or still alive or not la~ Anyway, I am really had fun st there.. xD

I miss you...

I miss you... Do you? He will not going to talk to me anymore... He will always talk to me in msn after break but nowadays, he does not.. Even I talk to him, he also didnt reply me... I always think, if we are still together, how are we now? Are we still like that sweet?? Is there still got a lot of ppl jealous me?? Is he going to invite me to be his partner on prefect night??

I really miss u... Really much... Just now me, carmen and my mom were chatting. Carmen told us that my cousin's bf told my cousin that "I am still love u, but not that much". It makes me flash back to the night when we break up... He told me that he dunno he is still loving me or not, but the only thing he sure is he still vry care of me... Is that true? He nvr show that how he "care" me... So how?

It is going to 21th of september... Our break up day. It's already four months since we broke up... I was cried for the whole night... I hate myself much that time. And also now... I hate my stubborn... I should do whatever thing that he wants me to do.. Just sleep... But I was stubborn.. So we broke up on that night...

I know that it is meaningless to talk about it now. But it is a very very nice and terrible memory for me. It gave me a lot of wonderful scar... I miss it, I miss everything, I miss you... Do you??

1 week test... I am lazy

Really long time didnt update my blog already... It is bcz I got no enough time to update it... T,T Since this is the last month to study for PMR, my mom started to scold me and she tried to rampas my laptop. T,T Started from monday until saturday is form3 test. It is open book and students are allowed to discuss. So, I run around the class and copy answers from my friends and gossip with them. xD It was really fun because I never get scold from teacher.. xD

Dont know why, I started to scare of PMR. A vry terrible exam.. Extremely. I know it is peanut for the other students, but I still haven do my revision!! After may, I became lazy and lazier... I lazy to study, I lazy to talk much, I lazy to walk, I lazy to eat, I lazy to see, I lazy to think, I lazy to laugh and smile, I lazy to dream, I lazy to sing, I lazy to put down everything, I lazy to hate him, I lazy to stop thinking about him...I lazy.. I am lazy...

Midnigt 2.40am

It's midnight. 2.40am~ This is the first time to write my blog at midnight, feel so weird. I was chatted with my friends until midnight. I am lying on the bed while playing laptop in my room. Suddenly, I feel so uncomfortable. I jumped out from my bed and get out from my room.. When I just stepped out from my room, I saw a lot of lizard outside my room. They run like hell to hide themself up. I was shocked. Since there is around 5lizard are running away. Finally, I jog around my hse~ To relax myself. Who knows, suddenly here has a vry vry rain... T,T I was still opening my windows in my room!! gosh... =.= Rushed like hell to close it... That all i wanted to tell in this midnight~ xD sweet dreams to everyone!

Hurtz

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Seminar of Science~

Today we had a science seminar after recess. We were late to go in because nobody wants to go this seminar. We wish to ponteng but failed. T.T Luckily teacher didnt scold us. xD We found Yee Ai and Nicole finally. They booked 3places for us ><. We were wondering who is the teacher who gives this seminar to us. Is she a pretty? or what? Who knows.. We were wrong. The teacher is quite short and fat.. And her face... not really pretty.(maybe all the aunties also the same) However, I didn't concentrate in this seminar. First, it was bored. Second, a lot of ppl are talking around there. Third, I prefer to do the exercises more than listen to the seminar. The seminar is about 2hours. I was really really bored... -.- and finally, I went out to breath freash air and drink water. Since I got no space to go out, I decided to go under the table drilled. Everyone was laughing at me... So embarrassed... T,T

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6th september...

It was my birthday! This year was special. I didnt celebrate with friends but with family... >< In fact, they wanted to celebrate with me but at the last they were canceled because of some problem... In the beginning, I was really beh song.. Very upset. I was thinking that this will be the most boring birthday for me. So, my dad was suggest to go Frasers Hill to celebrate with my family~ In the morning of 6th September, they really wake me up nd bring me there~ xD Althogh it was late, but I still had fun at there.. xD I was forgot every unhappy things at there... The cold air, the water fall, river and a lot of things gave me a very peaceful feeling.. ^^ But there is only have 1 disadvantage which is..... The survenior shop closed too early!!! T.T

Happy Birthday to Me!!!!!

Happy birthday to me, happy bitrthday to me, happy birthday to candy~ happy birthday to me~~ ><

kekezzz~ today is my bday~~Finally I am 15years old!!! kekezzz~Recieved a lot of wishes from my friends on 0000 of 6th of september... xD

Make a wish...

1st.. I hope I can get at least 6A's in PMR.
2nd.. I hope I still have chance to with Yen Wing...
3rd.. Yen Wing will be very happy and peace... And less headache..
4th...My family wont migrate to NS nxt year..
5th...My friends will happy and good luck too... Especially those who are going to take PMR and SPM exam..
6th....I will have good luck too...
7th... Can change a new phone, MP3 in this year...
8th.. No more fat!!!
9th....My skin become brighter...
10th..Everyone must be healthy..
11th...Can find 1 bf?? xD Hope that guy is yen wing la...
12th...Get more bedges for scout...
13th...Met all my old classmate and best friends ..
14th...Buy a lot of female clothes when shopping..
15th... Hope that I can join 30hours famine next year again!!

This is 15 of my wishes for mu 15th years old bday!! ><
Happy birthday to me again!!!

Happy birthday to my sister carmen and poh sing!!

HaHaHa~ Happy birthday to Carmen and Poh Sing!! The 2 special person~~ xD Why I say so?
Because we met in this big big world, so they are special for me... ^^

And second.... Tomorrow is my birthday!! kekezz... My 15th birthday!! ><><

Meaningless Birthday...

This bday will be a vry meaningless, hopeless,useless bday. I am wondering that why everytime u also didnt keep your promise... I am so upset, so dissapointed... I dont have what I want, I dint reach my target... So down... No mood to celebrate bday anymore.. Even celebrate with myself...

Where is the shoulder that I always rely on??

Yes. Where is the shoulder that I always rely on?? It's gone... Is this the answer?? But I feel that it is came back?? And it dont dare to close with me right?? When I feel tired, I always wish to rely on a shoulder.. His shoulder.. Its feel so safety and comfortable... Where is the hand that I always hold?? Is it gone too?? Yes it is.. It had gone. When the hand come back near, it has the other hand to block us... My heart didint break. It is still tough. Because it knows, there will come a day, he will come back. And never leave again....

Happy~

He was chat with me yesterday!! And asked me whether I got stay back on today or not.. He wants to invite me go out for lunch!! xD So happy!!! but then, since I promised mama to go carrefour with her after school, I rejected him.. =( Who knows I kena scold by my friends, sister and mom... =(
Anyway, I am still happy because we are still friend after break up... Good luck for him and myself... Hope that he will invite on nxt week again.. xD

1st of September...

1st of september. It is a very very bad luck day.. We had prefect meeting after school, and I have to rush to Pizza Hut and look take lunch with my buddies. A lot of bad things happened on me. Feel so upset.. And wish to cry... Sad... Feel like I never have luck.. Never...